It came to this

But now you're chained to my mind
I search but cannot find
Any way to sever
I guess you're stuck there forever

Times you cant rewind
To the love you could never find

Just sit and let me fade away
Same story another day
Choking on your love torn lies
In the end, it always dies

You remind me of who I use to be
But tonight, you've thrown it down the drain
Black my eyes so I cant see
Or feel any of this pain

Drifting, slipping down and out
Wondering what life is all about
Just heart aches and heartbreaks
And smiles you all fake